Making Decisions

One of my friends recently asked me how I know that the guy I think I love is the one for me. The conversation went on with me answering.."u know..." most of the times. And her saying, "Ya I know..."!! We didnt reach any conclusion or rules to classify ones feelings, but it got me thinking later and I asked myself what made me decide that. If anyone met me before I fell for this guy, they would not believe I have settled for one guy in my life!

Well, I know I cherish this relationship because I have never felt restricted, I have never felt the need for a better friend, never wanted a different way to be loved, never wanted someone else to touch me, never wanted to be with someone else, never wanted to share those special moments with anyone else, never wanted someone else to understand me, never wanted anyone else to listen to me, never wanted to look into anyone else's eyes, never wanted to smile while looking at someone else sleeping, never wanted someone else to teach me, never wanted anything different from what I have. And it was probably one of the most easiest decisions to take in my life because it just feels right!

A month, A day, a minute....nothing is enough for you and me. Even if we have a lifetime, it wont be enough. What we need is not time, we need that one ounce of pure unadulterated love that can last a lifetime. And something like that doesnt exist. Its either because we are all basically selfish or because we are forver wanting something more than what we have which leaves us with no time to appreciate what we have. Will there be a time when you and I are going to stop looking? Stop trying to find each other everywhere, in everything else? I think not. The day we stop, we will find each other. And then everything we have will be just enough to keep us happy :)