Day Dreams
Quite blank these days...the mind. Apart from day dreaming, I am doing quite a few things that I enjoy.
Talking about day dreams, I was recollecting the various situations and stories I have made up in my head, rather dreamed of...and I just realized that they have all come true! These are not dreams which are beyond my control, but dreams 'I' weave in my consciousness. Thoughts that I think of, scenes I make up in my head. It is possibly the most freakiest feeling when u realize that what you think of can actually happen! You gain a huge amount of control over your life. It becomes quite important now to actually think of the consequences before I weave these stories. What scares me more is that even though this is centered around me, I have references to people I know in my stories and what happens to them in the story actually happens to them in real life. I know it is hard to believe for anyone, but I am right now choosing to ignore this so that I can live in peace. I cannot stop dreaming because it so much an integral part of me, I would be left with a huge loss. I know that is where I can retreat to when I am uncomfortable or bored or angry or sad, because my world always keeps me happy. It makes me go through all the tests of pain in life, but its my story and it always has a happy ending (though I cant remember a single story which I have chosen to end). If I look at the various events around me, I can relate everything to all these different scenes I have already thought of at one point of time or the other!
This is probably one more of those things that people will never believe...just like the time I said I could mentally communicate with animals! (Ohh I did realize that I couldnt afterall after a few weeks)!
"Of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most" - Ozzy
Talking about day dreams, I was recollecting the various situations and stories I have made up in my head, rather dreamed of...and I just realized that they have all come true! These are not dreams which are beyond my control, but dreams 'I' weave in my consciousness. Thoughts that I think of, scenes I make up in my head. It is possibly the most freakiest feeling when u realize that what you think of can actually happen! You gain a huge amount of control over your life. It becomes quite important now to actually think of the consequences before I weave these stories. What scares me more is that even though this is centered around me, I have references to people I know in my stories and what happens to them in the story actually happens to them in real life. I know it is hard to believe for anyone, but I am right now choosing to ignore this so that I can live in peace. I cannot stop dreaming because it so much an integral part of me, I would be left with a huge loss. I know that is where I can retreat to when I am uncomfortable or bored or angry or sad, because my world always keeps me happy. It makes me go through all the tests of pain in life, but its my story and it always has a happy ending (though I cant remember a single story which I have chosen to end). If I look at the various events around me, I can relate everything to all these different scenes I have already thought of at one point of time or the other!
This is probably one more of those things that people will never believe...just like the time I said I could mentally communicate with animals! (Ohh I did realize that I couldnt afterall after a few weeks)!
"Of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most" - Ozzy
posted by Pooja Subramanya at
6:21 PM
7 Comments:
very interesting!...similar thing happened to me too...if i want some things to happen..some time or the other they happen!!
(i am serious !)
@Anonymous: Hmm...I believe u! But what I am talking abt isnt exactly the same...I dont think of real people or the exact things as they r in real life and wish for something...they r more like stories where "any resemblance to anyone living or dead is just a coincidence" sorta thing! And something like...I weave this character in my story and after a while, someone like that enters my life!
I have probably not expressed it clearly...but its something like...lets say I dream of this house, I make up the picture in my mind and lets say an event occurs there. After a year or so, I am standing in a house that resembles the description of the house of my dreams and the event occurs! That house was non existent when I dreamed of it. And it was not in my hands at all to build that house in any particular way. So, its not just people, its events, its places, some of the tiniest details are right in front of my eyes now! THAT is freaky!
oh...u mean smthing like a sense of 'deja vu'
Scary !! Straight out of a M Night Shyamalan movie..
:-)
Eeeeh, I have a lot of dreams and i live every day to try to achieve them. But when i come to think of it my dreams may be very common things like getting that job you are so font off, become a VJ, make a videoclip and become a father, or making a stairs in autocad for a friend.
Let's keep on dreaming, I hope all our dreams may come true soon.
(as long as they are constructive or innocent)
Kind regards,
Martijn Fransen
@sp: ya a lil scary! But I attribute all of it to coincidence and stay calm!
@Martijn: Thats a very sweet thing to say...thanks!
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